Spiritual emptiness

There's always more to life than our daily routines and socializing...each one of us matters to god, to family, to friends, even to the universe...some people feel fake...they feel they must pretend to fit in...they feel very successful yet still unsatisfied...what this boils down to is really to who we really are and why we are here..only by giving our lives away we find meaning...talent, background, ideas, creativity, what do you do with this?well you can do so much but think of what you can do that can benefit others...think for a second of doing something selfless!

Quiet Revolution

Why do I feel like am going through a quiet revolution?..all the people and experiences coming my way give me signs and messages i would have never thought of in my own little corner....i am starting to open myself to the unlimited richness and beauty of creation which i couldnt see because i was blinded by the egoistic and materialistic drivers of our society...I have some fear of the unknown which i will try to overcome and i will rise to the challenge to prove that nothing is impossible...i am nothing at the end of the day but a human detached from nature...and overwhelmed with the pressure of this fast paced modern world....the closer i get to nature....the more i realize am nothing...the more i realise that our real power as human beings is within and that nothing can stop us to change the world but our own mindset....so i usually hide and choose to stay where i am.... far from the truth....
but to my surprise i am so genuinly and naturally driven to where i should be...in the arms of nature, in the arms of god!

The beauty of giving

Often in life, we ask for certain things, sometimes it's a mere thought or dream but the most amazing thing is that at the least expected moment we realize our wishes and dreams are coming true and we find ourselves living them effortlessly. I have so much gratitude for everything he brings my way...i will rise up to every challenge he presents to me cause at the end i will only return to him knowing that i ll be asked why i didnt do what i had to do when it came my way. as human beings there is always a time to be selfless and to give back to others the very talent that we were granted...for some it maybe inspiration, for others it maybe art or any other talent someone has...for me i know it is the ability to influence others and inspire them towards a common goal...its the ability to give without thinking...its the beauty of giving everything for nothing knowing that by the act of giving you will only get back more than you could have ever imagined...i experienced this once in my life and to this day am in disbelief of how my life has shifted to a great extent over night...i know nothing is impossible and i know that only by giving and helping others...we can survive with dignity and with a purpose...I am grateful to you Allah for everything you have given me...i am grateful for every experience good or bad and out of which so much wisdom you have left with me...help me find my real talent and purpose and i promise to share it with mankind...i love you

All what we look for is a place called home

Like living in a place that has no name...you wonder how long you can survive being so humane...when all that s around you seems so fake....the truth is clear right in front of your eyes but you sometimes chose to shut your eyes ....you wanna fly with the wind...let it carry you away...leave it all behind...start again...but you cant help but be captured by a reality that just drags you more and more into a materialistic set of adventures you re expected to go through...you take the wisdom and carry on but at the end....all what you look for is a place called home... home is so near yet so far...unseen and unknown but you know it s there waiting for you to return so pure like when you were born...but you know you re not ready yet...the power of our creator is that he created us left us in the world to experience all sorts of emotions and situations knowing time after time that we are learning and growing and gaining wisdom to make us ready to face that day....take my hope under your wings...god help me reach my dreams...carry me under your wings...god stand by me...keep me away from all the evils of this world....cleanse my soul and take me in your warm embrace....for there is no eternal love but your love....

Find the beauty within!

Raise your head and look up to the sky...see the beauty of creation...hear this voice thats deep inside of you and...follow your heart...let the wind blow into your face...enjoy the warmth of the sun...look at the beautiful waves...think of heaven and angels...you are loved...you are cared for...you are part of this universe...find your place and move away from the storm...look at the roses surrounding you but beware of the thorns....trust in him for he is the only one who can save you from the storm...reach out and ask for help...its never a bad idea for only HE hears your call at every moment you just need to call...trust in him and you will receive an infinity of only the best of things.

Truth of Purpose

There is a heaven we live in called life...earth...planet...let's experience it together...whisper in my ears like the sound of the soothing waves of the ocean as they wash away the unwanted remains....wash away my fears like these waves and get over your pride...its not about you or about me its about us and its not about pride or being right...its about reaching deeper than on the surface and reading the depth of a soul and knowing how it feels in this world...connect to to my inner self and get beyond what is known...dream away and get to know the real me...there is always uncertainty in the unknown but there is always truth and nothing is more beautiful than the truth no matter how much it hurts as it helps us make the right choices...the choices we should be making but fear as humans....we all exist for the sake of god...our creator...we should live and make choices for the only purpose of our existance which is to return as pure souls to the one and only god who created us. let's experience purity....goodness and live the life...the test...the experience...whatever you wanna call it:)

Standing Still!

A genuine spirit, a heart of gold storms my life with stories old and new bringing flashbacks of a distant past burried in the piles of rubble from years gone by. With so many scars that are yet to heal, i discover truth as i move along this new path...a truth that could have been told but only revealed now...maybe now is right cause it only gives me a push...i have so much strength that can break down mountains but so much weakness that can make me surrender like a loosing warrior taken hostage in a war...

More than ever i realize i was so fucken right to run away and leave behind years of bullshit and so much crap...more than ever i know i m special...this warmth surrounds me and holds me tighter than i ever expected or wanted it to...

Sincerity and passion as deep as the ocean...i feel overwhelmed by the reality and simplicity of it all...i get lost in these killer, innocent looks....YET , i can only run as far as i can to hide but for the very first time in a very long time...i just wanna stand still...i dont wanna run anymore....i just wanna let the waves of the ocean carry me in their warmth...embrace me with their rage as they wash away the remains of a shadow no longer feared.

My breath is taken away by this purity and genuiness of a soul that ran maybe even more than I did yet stands still with so much pride, inner beauty and wisdom i would never be able to explain!