A genuine spirit, a heart of gold storms my life with stories old and new bringing flashbacks of a distant past burried in the piles of rubble from years gone by. With so many scars that are yet to heal, i discover truth as i move along this new path...a truth that could have been told but only revealed now...maybe now is right cause it only gives me a push...i have so much strength that can break down mountains but so much weakness that can make me surrender like a loosing warrior taken hostage in a war...
More than ever i realize i was so fucken right to run away and leave behind years of bullshit and so much crap...more than ever i know i m special...this warmth surrounds me and holds me tighter than i ever expected or wanted it to...
Sincerity and passion as deep as the ocean...i feel overwhelmed by the reality and simplicity of it all...i get lost in these killer, innocent looks....YET , i can only run as far as i can to hide but for the very first time in a very long time...i just wanna stand still...i dont wanna run anymore....i just wanna let the waves of the ocean carry me in their warmth...embrace me with their rage as they wash away the remains of a shadow no longer feared.
My breath is taken away by this purity and genuiness of a soul that ran maybe even more than I did yet stands still with so much pride, inner beauty and wisdom i would never be able to explain!