Surrounded with positive energy

This holiday's been heaven!!!!
lots of fun and meeting old friends...the nicest things in life are those that happen spontaneously...its been by far an interesting time for meeting of minds....god knows which roads will unfold in my path...but clearly so many connections exist and are created and so many will be strengthened while others will vanish....i breath and love LIFE and love just love and peace for what they are...there is this harmony that exists between certain human beings and there is no time to waste with non passionate people....passion drives me...passion grows me...and i will always continue to be passionate for as long as i live!!!!

Special

one day you find the years have passed you by...live as if you ll die tomorrow cause tomorrow might never come...i love god and i love life....more than anything or anyone else...family is the most precious thing in the world...without them you are nothing...without them you are alone...dont you run and try to catch up with the stones you ve been collecting...start gathering these gems you ve been neglecting....every year passes like a storm of light that shines on us from above...am hanging out with the most amazing yet detached non intimate people in the world....they re fun to be with but do they really love you? this is a question that no one has answered....am so faithful but how faithful are you!!!! i might not come to that outing i might not be in the social light as much as you want me to be but for sure i ll be there when you really need me to be......love and gratitute are all about acceptance of people as they are and not having expectations to change them...stop trying to change reality....leave away your illusion...and live the reality...there is beauty out there...you just need to touch it and feel it...and you ll only do so by discovering who you really are!!!and by loving every bit of special elements you have....cause you are truly special if not in your own eyes or their eyes..surely in the eyes of GOD:)

Bring back the pharaoes!

why does a football match strike up so much tension and violence to the extent that it changes from being something to enjoy to something that makes you think at the state of affairs in our countries....it s amazing that we unite in happiness and as one people when victorious in a match while we can never unite or direct our positive energy to anything else that has a wider impact on society...it's great to see all these smiles that have been buried for years now by the simple scoring of two goals...people are so tense so frustrated so negative to the extent that nothing brings happiness...we have lost our values and gratitude out of extreme hardship and frustration at what we ve become...where have the pharaos disappeared too? where is the beautiful egypt we once had? the paris or milan of the middle east? i wish we could turn back time and i wish we could direct all our energy in our football to make a more positive imprint on our society...to be there for one another in a foreign country...to be doing things with passion without expecting any pay back...am sure we ll regain our strength and our heritage will stay alive...only if we become one...like we used to be:)

The luckiest man in the world!

someone once told me that the luckiest man in the world is an intelligent man, full of love for life but at the same time full of wisdom with a woman that like a pearl shines through his soul reflecting her own wisdom and love for life on him...so they both like shining stars have an immense power to change the things they can in themselves and in the world!

Can't stop thinking !

Somehow you re like a shadow in my life...someone that comes in for seconds and disappears leaving me with one simple but one of the most beautiful things...a huge smile that never leaves my face...i cant stop thinking about the energy you ve brought into my life...every time i look at you i feel you re with me...although you re not...i feel there's so much we can do together but i am scared of all the uncertainty...false evidence appearing real...you re just real...i know you re deep although you dont show it! but i know and that s enough for me!

Too Good to be True

You do tick all the boxes as one of my close friends says...you leave me no room to say no...there's a truth behind our encounter...there is a true, transparent love waiting to grow...but there is always a challenge...age, beleifs maybe...time will tell if these are real obstacles to happiness. for what is happiness...but to be with THE someone special in your life and to enjoy the bits and pieces of your life...what is happiness but to be fulfilled by the simple presence of a deep soul who understands and is sympathetic with what goes on in your life...am happy with the life i have and grateful to you for sending me this angel...i wish all people had this heart of gold...i wish they wouldnt take no for an answer like you do....you ve turned my life upside down...and made me think in the most unconventional way....you re my life my everything! I will teach myself to grow and to live the moment...to live for today...so you can keep your shinning star lighting every good moment...i love the respect for my individuality that you give me...this is truly special and I wish that all the good in this life comes your way:)thank you for crossing my path...for you are surely special to have managed to stay in my life although i tried to shut the door more than once in your face...thanks for holding on and valuing every beautiful thing about me...and everything that brought us closer!

Liberation

I feel liberated and free...i feel the beauty of life...i know tomorrow will only be better with its good and bad:) i know i ve done my best and have no heavy baggage to carry with me...i have gratitude for all the positive things that came my way in 2009....thank you..thank you...thank you...couldnt want more from life...even the bad... i know better will come...patience and gratitude i think are the keys to happiness...so simple yet so complicated...but they are the real path to serenity and peace of mind....:)

Self determination

In its literal sense, Self determination is a purely political term that has to do with giving people their right to determine their own fate in terms of how they choose to be governed...in my life i ve finally reached my point of self determination, where only yesterday after 3 years I've made my uncompromisable choice to shut this door and to start living...as i felt as if I was locked up in blocked circles going round and round back to the same starting point again and again...allowing myself to be taken for granted although am no longer part of this life...giving someone the chance to manipulate and control me as if they own me...although i more than anyone else know only god owns me and besides that...that i own my wellbeing and happiness only by doing one simple thing....loving my self first....protecting myself...detaching with love without carrying the guilt for not helping someone else...when i simply couldnt....guilt and denial are two emotions that can drive us humans to keep stepping on our own integrity forever....today am free of this guilt and of this denial that someone is selfish and that someone never ever cared for a second...that someone tries to put me on this guilt trip not for any good but simply for their OWN good...i know see clearly that I should never look back....never go back on my decisions out of guilt when i know am right...thank you god for this long learned lesson...it took a while...but today i will never not love me...and i will never compromise my dignity or integrity for any living being on this planet....:))))))))

When will the puzzle be complete

I sit and think of my life as pieces of a puzzle waiting to be complete...there s so much out there I wanna run and do yet can't find the time for or even sometimes the energy...some really special people cross my path and i just love how they think...i am holding back the tides of change maybe cause am not ready yet...maybe cause i have a false evidence appearing real...i dont know but i guess time will tell...my subjectivity makes it so hard to separate my feelings from what's actually happening today...interesting strangers keep crossing my path and I can't think straight about how i feel or what i think...my heart is locked for someone special...god only knows who, where and when i 'll find him...i know he's out there somewhere.....i love my life, love my friends, love my family so much to the point that I need to start loving myself more...i need to spend some time getting in touch with myself...feel my feelings once again before i ride the tide...i need to fill the emptiness with some love...not from a person but by opening my heart to life and live it to the fullest:)

Death

With every end there is always a new beginning but with death there is uncertainty...the beginning is unknown...I live everyday not knowing if there's a tomorrow...i try to be as good as can be but am human so i find myself living with all the temptations life throws my way...i hope god will forgive me for anything big or small i might have done in my life!