Self determination

In its literal sense, Self determination is a purely political term that has to do with giving people their right to determine their own fate in terms of how they choose to be governed...in my life i ve finally reached my point of self determination, where only yesterday after 3 years I've made my uncompromisable choice to shut this door and to start living...as i felt as if I was locked up in blocked circles going round and round back to the same starting point again and again...allowing myself to be taken for granted although am no longer part of this life...giving someone the chance to manipulate and control me as if they own me...although i more than anyone else know only god owns me and besides that...that i own my wellbeing and happiness only by doing one simple thing....loving my self first....protecting myself...detaching with love without carrying the guilt for not helping someone else...when i simply couldnt....guilt and denial are two emotions that can drive us humans to keep stepping on our own integrity forever....today am free of this guilt and of this denial that someone is selfish and that someone never ever cared for a second...that someone tries to put me on this guilt trip not for any good but simply for their OWN good...i know see clearly that I should never look back....never go back on my decisions out of guilt when i know am right...thank you god for this long learned lesson...it took a while...but today i will never not love me...and i will never compromise my dignity or integrity for any living being on this planet....:))))))))