When will the puzzle be complete

I sit and think of my life as pieces of a puzzle waiting to be complete...there s so much out there I wanna run and do yet can't find the time for or even sometimes the energy...some really special people cross my path and i just love how they think...i am holding back the tides of change maybe cause am not ready yet...maybe cause i have a false evidence appearing real...i dont know but i guess time will tell...my subjectivity makes it so hard to separate my feelings from what's actually happening today...interesting strangers keep crossing my path and I can't think straight about how i feel or what i think...my heart is locked for someone special...god only knows who, where and when i 'll find him...i know he's out there somewhere.....i love my life, love my friends, love my family so much to the point that I need to start loving myself more...i need to spend some time getting in touch with myself...feel my feelings once again before i ride the tide...i need to fill the emptiness with some love...not from a person but by opening my heart to life and live it to the fullest:)